its been sometime since i last blogged
i've been contemplating over certain issues
don't wish to mention here
i really don't know if i've made the right choice
to go there in the 1st place
in the 1st place why was it my dream school?
somewhere that i once always wanted to go to in the past
but now
many times we dream for the best
we want the best for ourselves
and we hope for the best
i guess it has really bitten me real hard
tt not everything goes by our way
yes i may have lost it
but it doesn't mean tt i don't have an alternative
i can't just walk straight and go head-on into the wall ahead of me
i've seriously thought over things
and i really wished tt it never happened
and it'll never happen again
its not the 1st time i'm bitten on like this
i can't let myself get bitten like this all the time
its time to move on
and let everything go
my hopes and my dreams
at least i know tt now nothing about it matters to me anymore
and i don't want it to bother me anymore
thanks keetyeng for all the phone calls tt u've made recently
though i know u're busy at work